Bazen de, tak\u0131l\u0131r uykun \u00e7engelli bir ke\u015fkeye; kirpiklerin en ac\u0131mas\u0131z \u015fekilde h\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n dalgalar gibi d\u00f6ver g\u00f6z altlar\u0131n\u0131..<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131n k\u00fcrek \u00e7eker \u00e7ok eskilere. Ke\u015fkelerinle y\u00fczle\u015firsin y\u00fcz kere… \u00d6yle kahpelikler \u00e7\u0131kar ki kar\u015f\u0131na, bir kahvelik hatr\u0131 bile kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r, kalman\u0131n; kal\u0131p bir tek yudum alman\u0131n.<\/p>\n
En bedbaht pi\u015fmanl\u0131l\u0131klarla d\u00f6nersin kay\u0131klar\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131k d\u00f6k\u00fck, fenerlerinin boyas\u0131 solmu\u015f, ahalisi kaybolmu\u015f o karanl\u0131k limana…<\/p>\n
Uykunun, umutlar\u0131n\u0131n tak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7engelle demir atars\u0131n \u00e7aresizce…<\/p>\n
En trajik \u00e7\u00fcmleleri kurar sana gecenin sesizli\u011fi. “Ke\u015fke ke\u015fke ke\u015fke” diye…<\/p>\n
Sonra kendini iyi hissettirecek hayalllere dalars\u0131n: Da\u011f ba\u015f\u0131nda \u00e7oban ate\u015fi, \u00fczerinde isli demlik, biraz ya\u011fmur ciseler r\u00fczgar e\u015fli\u011finde… Y\u00fcz\u00fcne vurur vurur ge\u00e7mi\u015f hatalar\u0131n\u0131…<\/p>\n
Dalar gidersin umutlar\u0131n yeniden ye\u015ferdi\u011fi sabaha…<\/p>\n
Ve, bir ayet unutturur t\u00fcm hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131:<\/p>\n
De ki: “Ben, a\u011faran sabah\u0131n Rabbine s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131r\u0131m,”<\/p>\n
29 Ocak 2023 H&K<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Bazen de, tak\u0131l\u0131r uykun \u00e7engelli bir ke\u015fkeye; kirpiklerin en ac\u0131mas\u0131z \u015fekilde h\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n dalgalar gibi d\u00f6ver g\u00f6z altlar\u0131n\u0131.. G\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131n k\u00fcrek \u00e7eker \u00e7ok eskilere. Ke\u015fkelerinle y\u00fczle\u015firsin y\u00fcz kere… \u00d6yle kahpelikler \u00e7\u0131kar ki kar\u015f\u0131na, bir kahvelik hatr\u0131 bile kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r, kalman\u0131n; kal\u0131p bir tek yudum alman\u0131n. En bedbaht pi\u015fmanl\u0131l\u0131klarla d\u00f6nersin kay\u0131klar\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131k d\u00f6k\u00fck, fenerlerinin boyas\u0131 solmu\u015f, ahalisi kaybolmu\u015f … Okumaya devam et “KE\u015eKE”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1100","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/huseyinkaraca.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1100","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/huseyinkaraca.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/huseyinkaraca.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/huseyinkaraca.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/huseyinkaraca.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1100"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/huseyinkaraca.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1100\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1101,"href":"https:\/\/huseyinkaraca.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1100\/revisions\/1101"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/huseyinkaraca.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1100"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/huseyinkaraca.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1100"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/huseyinkaraca.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1100"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}